The time has come for me to leave
for I have chosen a path through which to my lord it shall lead.
I stand up strong and take a deep long breath
I walk along, wondering about my past i have left.
I know I can’t turn back
I know I can’t stop
The world has pushed me to this
For their I don’t belong.
I tried to fix, i tried to get along
I tried to please the creator’s best creation of all.
I loved and cared, I hoped and dared
but I lost it all when they could no longer be fare.
So I began to think
where has my happiness gone?
Why do I not feel complete
what is it with me which is wrong?
I made them smile, i made them happy, i wished for their best
yet they were the ones to break me.
I could not mend, i cried instead
I could not accept. That all of it had end.
But then a light, shines towards me
my lord from above said follow my path and come towards me.
My time stops there. I look behind and I look ahead.
Shall i turn around and try my luck once more instead
or walk towards his call
and never ever regret?
A call comes again, come to me, I’ll mend,
for I’ve created you
and no other can help.
I continue with my path
I walk along
I have no other choice
But to love him once and for all.
I learned my lesson
I learned my mistakes
No one can ever complete
Like my lord always.
I know this path
can never be easy
I know he will test me
wherever my steps be.
But I know for sure
if I trust him through all
He won’t let me down
and help me along.
So here I’m, at his door step
asking him, forgive me
for I’ve always avoided his presence.
He is All Merciful
He is all giving
He has given my more than I ever started wishing.
So keep me strong
Oh my dear lord
for I might lose you again
I’ll lose you once and for all.